A belief I had

 When I was a children, I had a special illnes in my head that is called TOC. This affects me so much in the form of living my life because I belief that if I don't do some things in a special form, or if I don't do some other things, something bad can happen to me. Some of this things where walking stepping on specific parts of the floor. This is a bit difficult for me to talk but yes, this was real. I have to touch with my finger some specific part of the things, and I had to put and alarm at 11.11 for making a wish, because I thinked that if I don't do that, something bad was going to happen. I had very problem with this beliefs because the TOC had something that I can't stop. But with help I can overcome that. Today I don't have that, and it happens to me in a very rare cases.

Time: 13 minutes.